Nope, because I'm not a narcissist. If you knew anything about psychology, you'd know that actual narcissists don't see any problem with how they behave or feel...both of which, I clearly do.
Things that you can logically accuse me of having: 1) Obsessive Compulsive Disorder: most commonly characterized by intrusive, repetitive thoughts resulting in compulsive behaviors and mental acts that the person feels driven to perform, according to rules that must be applied rigidly, aimed at preventing some imagined dreaded event; however, these behaviors or mental acts are not connected to the imagined dreaded event.
2) Anxiety: relatively permanent state of worry and nervousness occurring in a variety of mental disorders, usually accompanied by compulsive behavior or attacks of panic)
3) Synesthesia: a condition where a sensation that normally occurs in one sense modality occurs when another modality is stimulated
Funny, it doesn't show up as "anonymous" on my computer; I have no problem with everyone seeing my online identification.
The fact that you would jump to the conclusion that I am "obsessed" (YOUR words) with you only further proves your narcissism.
And simply because you supposedly take issue with the way you act and feel does not mean that you are without this personality disorder. A person with BPD (I'm assuming you know what that is, since you are such an expert in the field of psychology) can recognize that they are ill, and that their actions and feelings are a symptom of BPD, yet can choose to do nothing about it.
PS - Way to change your privacy settings. This conversation a little to close to home, hmmm?
You have a blocked profile, girlie. Haha, sorry, but I think that's a little sillier than simply changing my privacy setting so that I can actually see the users who are commenting. I don't doubt that you are fine with people seeing your online identity; I am pretty sure, however, you'd never tell your real one.
And I don't have Borderline Personality Disorder, haha. But...interesting observation (though I never claimed to be an expert; if you simply scroll up you'll notice that), though millions of people have multiple symptoms of it. And when did I say people with Borderline Personality Disorder are unaware of their actions and feelings being negative? I assumed, because you called me a narcissist, that you knew we were speaking of the psychiatric condition of Narcissism.
And, er...Michelle whom? You clearly saw the musical, so you're probably from Syracuse, yet I have no recollection of any Michelle from MPH or Syracuse.
Also: going through a bunch of entries in a blog belonging to somebody you don't have any connection with and then freaking out on multiple entries = slightly odd, seemingly obsessive because you do not actually (1)know me in person (2)speak to me elsewhere.
Interesting, though, that you got touchy about that.
I do believe that the key words to the subject of that sentence were "A person with BPD". I was not referring to you. I was making a comparison. Interesting, though, that your automatic response was to assume that I was talking about YOU and telling YOU that you had BPD. Instead of, oh I don't know, actually READING THE WORDS ON YOUR SCREEN. I was, and am, talking about your narcissism. (And in spewing out a bunch of Googled definitions of psychiatric disorders it is implicit that you think you're some kind of expert in the field.)
You are correct however, that I am from Syracuse, and saw the musical, among many others at MPH. It doesn't surprise me that you wouldn't remember my name at the rate you recycle the people you call friends. This is not to say that I ever called you a friend, I'm just making a comparison, as I did previously. And pointing it out to you now, explicitly, so you don't jump to the same conclusions, as you did previously.
And finally: 1) I did, in fact, know you in person at one point 2) I would rather rip my cerebral cortex out and play jump rope with it in the middle of a four-way intersection than talk to you in person, or "elsewhere."
If you want to know why I'm reading your idiotic blog and "freaking out on multiple entries" (I would hardly call my responses "freaking out," they are well-structured and not mindlessly rambling) I'll tell you. Because I've known you for years (literal, real years with days and months and all that fun stuff ) and I am sick of your narcissistic bullshit and the inconsiderate, bitchy way that you treat people. I've seen you suck people into your nasty little world, treat them like worthless shit and then throw them out when you're bored and done with them. So I finally decided to break my silence and say something.
Also: Your narcissistic blog and Facebook are far more entertaining than watching basic cable on a boring Saturday afternoon. We're getting a real laugh out of all of this, by the way.
Haha what the fuck, this is the most entertaining blog feud ever. Sam posts an entry in her own virtual journal for godssake, and some cunt gets all butt-hurt that she's being "narcissistic". Wow, wake up! It's a blog! Blogs are for self-reflection! I'm seriously dying here!
Michelle: So, give me your full name and I can see if I recognize you. Chances are, you are friends with one (or all) of three specific people and, chances are, I know who you're referring to with your last sentence. What's fantastic is that you're...on my blog. On a Saturday. What?! Is there seriously nothing else to do on a completely free, wonderful day? See now, the fact that you keep replying (on my page, incase you were about to say "OMG YOU KEEP REPLYING, TOO!!!") does show a genuine interest in what I have to say and that whatever I'm saying in entries effects you highly enough to get upset.
Interesting.
Also, the reason why I assumed you were discussing me is because you were originally insulting me, and bringing up an entirely different disorder made no sense (read: no connection) unless it also referred to me because BPD and Narcissism have different symptoms, particularly the one you were referring to about being unaware. This is a very clear concept. If you need more explaining, I'll gladly do so.
In addition, considering I have multiple friends that I've been very close to for five or more years, and acquaintances who say they've remembered me for a long time...I'd have to say that the statement about "recycling friends" is generally false. If people become boring, irritating, or generally we just do not get along...yes, I'm usually not friends with them anymore. Is this statement false for other people? Probably not. Also, if you knew me in person, why do I not remember you? Apparently, you didn't make any impression on me but I made a pretty damn big impression on you. Also interesting.
And considering your #2 response...you realize that you're responding here and therefore should rip out your cerebral cortex, haha. But it's intriguing that the way I act towards people (read: not you, apparently) affects you so horribly.
But really -- keep going! I'm on set all tomorrow, but I'll respond when possible and continue to refute your idiocy.
Love, Sam
P.S. I obviously wouldn't remember your name considering you've only stated your first, and all the Michelles I know aren't completely inept at logic. So, unless you're Michelle Angelo, Michelle Brancaccio, or Michelle Goode (all the ones I remember - sowwy!), then I haven't the faintest idea who you are.
Also, Elizabeth and Gina: it's probably as the poster said...out of boredom/not having anything to do. Perhaps they should take up bowling or something. :P Either way...it's fascinating to me, as well, that when one or two people get upset at something I do, they get REALLY upset and decide to "teach me a lesson" via the interwebz.
Ready to admit that you're an incurable and insufferable narcissist?! As they say, admitting that you have a problem is the first step to recovery.
ReplyDeleteNope, because I'm not a narcissist. If you knew anything about psychology, you'd know that actual narcissists don't see any problem with how they behave or feel...both of which, I clearly do.
ReplyDeleteThings that you can logically accuse me of having:
1) Obsessive Compulsive Disorder: most commonly characterized by intrusive, repetitive thoughts resulting in compulsive behaviors and mental acts that the person feels driven to perform, according to rules that must be applied rigidly, aimed at preventing some imagined dreaded event; however, these behaviors or mental acts are not connected to the imagined dreaded event.
2) Anxiety: relatively permanent state of worry and nervousness occurring in a variety of mental disorders, usually accompanied by compulsive behavior or attacks of panic)
3) Synesthesia: a condition where a sensation that normally occurs in one sense modality occurs when another modality is stimulated
Pleased?
Sigh. Incomprehensibly stupid.
ReplyDeleteKeep going though. You're really showing me! Especially that whole...anonymous thing.
Funny, it doesn't show up as "anonymous" on my computer; I have no problem with everyone seeing my online identification.
ReplyDeleteThe fact that you would jump to the conclusion that I am "obsessed" (YOUR words) with you only further proves your narcissism.
And simply because you supposedly take issue with the way you act and feel does not mean that you are without this personality disorder. A person with BPD (I'm assuming you know what that is, since you are such an expert in the field of psychology) can recognize that they are ill, and that their actions and feelings are a symptom of BPD, yet can choose to do nothing about it.
PS - Way to change your privacy settings. This conversation a little to close to home, hmmm?
Preemptive strike: "too" instead of "to" on that last sentence. Just because I know you're the kind of person who would insult me over a typo.
ReplyDeleteYou have a blocked profile, girlie. Haha, sorry, but I think that's a little sillier than simply changing my privacy setting so that I can actually see the users who are commenting. I don't doubt that you are fine with people seeing your online identity; I am pretty sure, however, you'd never tell your real one.
ReplyDeleteAnd I don't have Borderline Personality Disorder, haha. But...interesting observation (though I never claimed to be an expert; if you simply scroll up you'll notice that), though millions of people have multiple symptoms of it. And when did I say people with Borderline Personality Disorder are unaware of their actions and feelings being negative? I assumed, because you called me a narcissist, that you knew we were speaking of the psychiatric condition of Narcissism.
And, er...Michelle whom? You clearly saw the musical, so you're probably from Syracuse, yet I have no recollection of any Michelle from MPH or Syracuse.
Also: going through a bunch of entries in a blog belonging to somebody you don't have any connection with and then freaking out on multiple entries = slightly odd, seemingly obsessive because you do not actually (1)know me in person (2)speak to me elsewhere.
ReplyDeleteInteresting, though, that you got touchy about that.
I do believe that the key words to the subject of that sentence were "A person with BPD". I was not referring to you. I was making a comparison. Interesting, though, that your automatic response was to assume that I was talking about YOU and telling YOU that you had BPD. Instead of, oh I don't know, actually READING THE WORDS ON YOUR SCREEN. I was, and am, talking about your narcissism. (And in spewing out a bunch of Googled definitions of psychiatric disorders it is implicit that you think you're some kind of expert in the field.)
ReplyDeleteYou are correct however, that I am from Syracuse, and saw the musical, among many others at MPH. It doesn't surprise me that you wouldn't remember my name at the rate you recycle the people you call friends. This is not to say that I ever called you a friend, I'm just making a comparison, as I did previously. And pointing it out to you now, explicitly, so you don't jump to the same conclusions, as you did previously.
And finally:
1) I did, in fact, know you in person at one point
2) I would rather rip my cerebral cortex out and play jump rope with it in the middle of a four-way intersection than talk to you in person, or "elsewhere."
If you want to know why I'm reading your idiotic blog and "freaking out on multiple entries" (I would hardly call my responses "freaking out," they are well-structured and not mindlessly rambling) I'll tell you. Because I've known you for years (literal, real years with days and months and all that fun stuff ) and I am sick of your narcissistic bullshit and the inconsiderate, bitchy way that you treat people. I've seen you suck people into your nasty little world, treat them like worthless shit and then throw them out when you're bored and done with them. So I finally decided to break my silence and say something.
Also: Your narcissistic blog and Facebook are far more entertaining than watching basic cable on a boring Saturday afternoon. We're getting a real laugh out of all of this, by the way.
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ReplyDeleteMichelle - I don't know who you are but why are you being SO MEAN to her?!?!?!? What did she ever do to you??
ReplyDelete(Sorry about the above post Blogger is being stupid)
Haha what the fuck, this is the most entertaining blog feud ever. Sam posts an entry in her own virtual journal for godssake, and some cunt gets all butt-hurt that she's being "narcissistic". Wow, wake up! It's a blog! Blogs are for self-reflection! I'm seriously dying here!
ReplyDeleteMichelle: So, give me your full name and I can see if I recognize you. Chances are, you are friends with one (or all) of three specific people and, chances are, I know who you're referring to with your last sentence. What's fantastic is that you're...on my blog. On a Saturday. What?! Is there seriously nothing else to do on a completely free, wonderful day? See now, the fact that you keep replying (on my page, incase you were about to say "OMG YOU KEEP REPLYING, TOO!!!") does show a genuine interest in what I have to say and that whatever I'm saying in entries effects you highly enough to get upset.
ReplyDeleteInteresting.
Also, the reason why I assumed you were discussing me is because you were originally insulting me, and bringing up an entirely different disorder made no sense (read: no connection) unless it also referred to me because BPD and Narcissism have different symptoms, particularly the one you were referring to about being unaware. This is a very clear concept. If you need more explaining, I'll gladly do so.
In addition, considering I have multiple friends that I've been very close to for five or more years, and acquaintances who say they've remembered me for a long time...I'd have to say that the statement about "recycling friends" is generally false. If people become boring, irritating, or generally we just do not get along...yes, I'm usually not friends with them anymore. Is this statement false for other people? Probably not. Also, if you knew me in person, why do I not remember you? Apparently, you didn't make any impression on me but I made a pretty damn big impression on you. Also interesting.
And considering your #2 response...you realize that you're responding here and therefore should rip out your cerebral cortex, haha. But it's intriguing that the way I act towards people (read: not you, apparently) affects you so horribly.
But really -- keep going! I'm on set all tomorrow, but I'll respond when possible and continue to refute your idiocy.
Love,
Sam
P.S. I obviously wouldn't remember your name considering you've only stated your first, and all the Michelles I know aren't completely inept at logic. So, unless you're Michelle Angelo, Michelle Brancaccio, or Michelle Goode (all the ones I remember - sowwy!), then I haven't the faintest idea who you are.
Also, Elizabeth and Gina: it's probably as the poster said...out of boredom/not having anything to do. Perhaps they should take up bowling or something. :P Either way...it's fascinating to me, as well, that when one or two people get upset at something I do, they get REALLY upset and decide to "teach me a lesson" via the interwebz.
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